Everything took so much effort, and i didn’t have any energy. Just getting up takes so much effort and energy. It really felt impossible.

 

It’s a mental and physical exhaustion.

It’s not having the will, I think.

if you don’t have the will,

you don’t have the energy to invest in it

 

And it’s too big. You could fight it, but it feels like there is just no point. You feel like you just have to get through this. But you might as well do nothing, because it will only tire you more.

 

it’s powerlessness.

 

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