Of course, I was very sad as well. But I had the most difficulties with the emptiness. It very much feels like a chaos of different feelings all coming together to form a non-feeling. And it’s truly a lack of emotion. There is no emotion at all, nothing.


You let things happened to you. You don’t really care what happens either way. You have no wills, goals or aspirations,

you just exist


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