I just sat in front of my computer and stared at my screen, doing nothing.  And then, without reason,

I would start to cry. I couldn’t stop the feelings and thoughts. I tried to silence them, but when I couldn't'’ I felt even worse. Because I though. How can I do anything if I can’t even control my own mind. And it kept getting worse.

There were days that I couldn’t even get out of bed.

I stared at the wall and cried

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